I may be young and that may seem like i may be naive. I have a lot to learn and experience in life, and right now im having what people could see as a breakthrough in the way im looking at things, ive become a stronger person over the past few weeks and i know im just going to keep getting stronger, at the end of the day, whoever messes me about, dont deserve me.
This may sound like such a big headed egotistical post but its how i feel right now, and i belive its how everyone should be able to feel, and if they dont, i believe theyve got to sit back and think a lot more about themselves. I honestly know that, as a human being, im as honest to myself right now as i could be. I know that when i do something good for someone, i mean it, and even though you might not get something in return i know that it benefitted the person i helped. I believe ive helped someone a lot recently. And you know what? They through it back in my face. As i said in my last blog, people dont live up to expectations, and neither does love. Ive realised over these past few weeks, that i can be a lot stonger than people think, also that people can hurt me so much without realising it. But i now know that im better than that. Anyone who does something diliberately to hurt or upset anyone, isnt worth that persons bother. That person is better than the one who upsets them. And im glad ive completely realised that. I know it'l save me so much bother from now on. I have friends and family in my life that mean the complete world to me and i cant describe how much i would do for them, and right now, im concentrating on them, not on the people who dont matter.
